Wanzism 1 - Division of Self

      I am divided.

      I am the soft-spoken observer;
            I watch.
            I smile.
            I learn.
            I note.
            I judge.
            I avoid.
            And, I ponder.

      I am the over-spoken social whore;
             I seek.
             I speak.
             I lie.
             I smirk.
             I jest.
             And, I act.

        I am meant to be united;
             I should seek to be social, but not overwhelmed by others.
             I should avoid the masses, without losing those connections.
             I should judge after comprehension of what I have learned from others.
             I should lie, I should note, but not allow these things in excess.

         To be whole is to embrace harmony, the balance of selves. This union speaks to my selves and the goal of the whole.

            Of who I can be.

            So, the query is, who shall I be?

10/25/10